The Kiss

The Kiss

each kiss i give/receive
i feel the warmth
of your lips on mine...
the welcoming touching
of vulnerabilities...
the allowing of our breath
to be as one...
our life force
commingling in time...
transcending time
touching eternity...

michael

this night….

go outside and look up

at the stars….

now kiss one of them…

send along a kiss of recognition

that this star

is you…..

you just kissed yourself…..

“feel” the warmth of that love

bursting life within you….

expanding love within you…

this….my dear heart

is giving and receiving…

welcome to the New Earth….

I AM ALL THAT IS…

as are you

denisa

deniseanew@aol.com

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Your Perplexity

Your Perplexity

each of us is only to seek
the at-one-ment for ourselves...
your perplexity is nothing more
than mine disguised as not mine...
you come to me to help me see
the hidden guilt that has me suffer
and die to prove its yours not mine...
no need to explain your perplexity
or fix you up or
change your way of thinking
i simply allow it all
and bless it all
and in so doing allow it
to pass into the nothingness
from whence it came...
what remains is my love for you
and yours for me
so graciously offered as perplexity

michael

--- On Tue, 7/28/09, Deborah wrote:

I am frequently told by other Course students that to respond to error in any way is to "make the error real."

"But isn't A Course in Miracles itself a response to error?" I ask. The last time I got into that discussion with someone, I asked him if he understands the difference between stating facts and making judgments only to be informed that "in this world there are no facts." In his mind, it is somehow "good" for him to respond -- judgmentally actually -- to what I write and "bad" for me to factually relate and respond to what other people say or write to me.

I don't quite get that, but then again, I don't quite get most things people try to teach me. In one place, the Course says this about it:

T 9 D 2. We have repeatedly stated that beliefs of the ego CANNOT be shared, and THIS IS WHY THEY ARE NOT REAL. How, then, can UNCOVERING them MAKE them real?

But maybe I'm just "misunderstanding" that, too. These days it seems just about every "advanced teacher of the Course" has pretty much written Deborah off as "a hopeless case." I mentioned to one of them a year or so ago that I "seem to have a knack for irritating people who think of themselves as spiritual teachers."

"Don't sell yourself short," she responded. "Given a few moments you could irritate most anyone."

That's a fact -- and perhaps even "prophetic."

I am continuously amazed at the ingenious ways in which people manage to accept just enough of the Course to help them feel better about themselves and not quite enough to threaten their beliefs in personhood. Many former Course "teachers" tell me they have graduated from the Course and are now ready for "better things."

Bill Thetford is said to have suggested that if a particular page of the Course seems to cause disagreement, just rip it out. I'm thinking I'm about ready to rip out the page that says the Course is "just a beginning." People seem to take to that statement like ducks to water. Just yesterday yet another close companion announced to me that he has graduated from the Course.

~Deb~

Fear of Condemnation

Fear of Condemnation

today i will not use my brother
to prop up my little self
thru comparisons and competitions
that crop from within my little mind
let me use him but
for the purpose
which is holy
as a mirror of my guilt
to forgive him for what
i made of him to hide
this deadly fear of
condemnation
of my Self.

michael

"God's justice rests in gentleness upon His Son, and keeps him safe from all
injustice the world would lay upon him. Could it be that you could make his
sins reality, and sacrifice his Father's Will for him? Condemn him not by
seeing him within the rotting prison where he sees himself. It is your
special function to ensure the door be opened, that he may come forth to
shine on you, and give you back the gift of freedom by receiving it of you.
What is the Holy Spirit's special function but to release the holy Son of
God from the imprisonment he made to keep himself from justice? Could your
function be a task apart and separate from His Own?" (T-26.I.8)

Loving Gifts

Loving Gifts

yes, to simple be....
in this lies peace....
each feeling of frustration
to be blessed and allowed
to wash back into
the sea of love...
erased by my releasing
control i never had....
what is left is life creating new
i meld into this newness
and allow all waves of feeling
to wash thru my resistence
until the peace returns
where i know my fullest self is home
within my heart and mind
nevermore to tarry forth
into the illusion of my attempting
control of loving gifts

michael

-

LIFE IS SIMPLY ARISING…

~in the eternal now ~

there is a crystal clear ocean

that arises from the depths

of your soul…

it arises

as each wave lands upon

the shores of your perception…

its ocean-ness permeates

all things…

within each arising

there is only love…

however

you must see all arisings

with the singular eye

the eye that sees only love

to experience

the depths of this ocean of love…

you are a creator of experience…

you create an experience of love

for your self

when you allow the waves

to land upon your shore

simply allowing the ocean to arise

within you

and retraining the mind

to witness only love

for only love

abides there…

then

you create an experience

uniquely your own

of that very love…

allowing love to arise freely

moving thru your very being

with no attachment to what you

think you see…

simply knowing

it is love’s wave

landing upon the shore of

your very life…

this is co creation

I bring forth…

you witness

and experience the love

that is always there…

THE VOICE OF LOVE

denisa

Jeshua Energies

Jeshua Energies

formed
into a personality called jesus
there they completely
gave up personality
showing me how
thru unconditional love
of all friends, lovers, enemies -all-
'Now' asking me to give my specialness
to this same force
so magnificently demonstrated for me
-the force of Jeshua energies-
to transmute my little self
and allow my fullest self to manifest....
gladly oh gladly i follow this prime example
and release all thought of littleness
declaring my magnificence
in union with the ALLTHATIS....

michael

--- On Fri, 7/24/09, Deniseanew@aol.com wrote:

LETTING GO

ahhhhhhhhhhh….

allow……….allow……..allow

all that wants to depart

to leave……..

` ALLOW NOW~

bless it as it “seems”

to leave you…

for, in truth

it is simply I AM

an aspect of yourself

removing itself

so that

love itself…

life itself…

true life

can bleed thru

your dream

bring all of your false loves

to ME…

if it is wanting to depart

allow it

for it is ME

coming to dismantle

that which you have simply

created In error

to bring

you that which you

`TRULY DESIRE~

in truth….you do not truly know

that which is in your highest good…

allow me to dismantle the mansions

of illusion…

the veil

that has clouded your

true site………

bring all to ME…

the grand undoer

whose only purpose

is to bring you heaven on earth…

yes

it is already here

yet you see it not as you

perceive life thru your

earthly eyes…

allow me to

bring you the grand tour

when you

are willing to allow me

into our shared sacred heart

once again…

with that

I bid you adieu…

JESHUA BEN JOSEPH

I AM the love you are…

denisa

deniseanew@aol.com

nutshellsofgoodies.blogspot.com

jeshuatheheartoflove.blogspot.com

---

Out of Focus

Out of Focus

i notice how my focus
is often centered
on my comfort, my winning,
my seeming needs...
'Now' i declare myself
out of focus...
and allow the edges
of my motivations
to reveal the beauty
that i see
when looking
at apparent others...
allowing their reflections
of my fullest self to filter
into consciousness...
accepting 'Now' these
as my own
and blessing and rejoicing
at the fullness there i see

michael

"I will go with you to the Holy One, and through my perception He can bridge
the little gap. Your gratitude to your brother is the only gift I want. I
will bring it to God for you, knowing that to know your brother to know
God. If you are grateful to your brother, you are grateful to God for what
He created. Through your gratitude you come to know your brother, and one
moment of real recognition makes everyone your brother because each of them
is of your Father. Love does not conquer all things, but it does set all
things right. Because you are the Kingdom of God I can lead you back to your
own creations. You do not recognize them now, but what has been dissociated
is still there." (T-4.VI.7)

Today I'm Running

Today I'm Running

at first
tiny baby steps
holding the wall as
i inch nearer your arms
trembling a bit with fear
uncertain of the steadiness
of next step
then a bit bolder
with a fall or two
some crying
some lying about
courage and strength
then you grace me
with gifts of praise
and warming nourishment
of my soul
boldly now my step becomes
today i even ran a bit
Woopie!

michael

--- On Fri, 7/24/09, Deniseanew@aol.com wrote:

GOOD MORNING SWEET ONE

jump off...

simply jump into ME

and allow ME

to bring "life"

to you....

how does one do

this???

bring all of your little self

all of its wants...desires...needs..

and place them on the golden tray

that allows ME
to dissolve that which no longer serves you

and bring you true "life"

true loving......

true being...

thus

you become my walking servant

blessing the "ones"

I would bring unto you

this is a true state of

"being ness"

and it is the only

state worth

experiencing...

THE VOICE OF LOVE

denisa

deniseanew@aol.com

nutshellsofgoodies.blogspot.com

jeshuatheheartoflove.blogspot.com

i give all of myself

to my Self...

all desires and wants let go of...

all thoughts of my small self

dissovle into the only one

true thought...

how can i be a vehicle

thru which

your love.....your majesty....your essence

is extended into this world

of insanity...????

let me be your feet....your open heart...

i ask only that THE VOICE OF LOVE

be the only voice

that comes thru this earth channel...

that which I AM>>>

your extension

in time...

denisa

Truth So Simple

Truth So Simple

what shows before me
is meant for my blessing
of the me
i rejected and projected
all i am asked to do
is trust that it comes
only for this blessing
it is not a lesson
to be learned but
only myself to be embraced

michael

"The substitutes for aspects of the situation are the witnesses to your lack
of faith. They demonstrate that you did not believe the situation and the
problem were in the same place. The problem the lack of faith, and it
is this you demonstrate when you remove it from its source and place it
elsewhere. As a result, you do not see the problem. Had you not lacked faith
that it could be solved, the problem would be gone. And the situation would
have been meaningful to you, because the interference in the way of
understanding would have been removed. To remove the problem elsewhere is to
keep it, for you remove yourself from it and make it unsolvable."
(T-17.VII.1)

~ I AM THE ONE

~ I AM THE ONE

with-in all things ~

letting go of my perception

that I am the body

opens the field of my

awareness

to the “inclusivenss”

that I AM

the love within all of creation…

with that ownership

comes re-sponsibility…

if I AM the love

within all things

it is my purpose

to “see only that”

by “seeing only that”

~love~

reveals itself to me

again and yet again…

the veil

is that I am not

anything more

than this separate body mind….

devoid of all that I see…

of all that I be…

I am but love…

when my singular eye

perceives only love

in all moments….

I AM HOME

denisa

deniseanew@aol.com

jeshuatheheartoflove.blogspot.com

shantichristo.com

Releasing Sorrow

Releasing Sorrow

i hold a judgment of my daughter
that she has died to me
because she fills not the pictures
i have held so long of her
now i willingly release
all my pictures
and allow the blessings i posses
to cover her in love
even through i know
not how this will be done

michael

"Have faith in him who walks with you, so that your fearful concept of
yourself may change. And look upon the good in him, that you may not be
frightened by your "evil" thoughts because they do not cloud your view of
him. And all this shift requires is that you be willing that this happy
change occur. No more than this is asked. On its behalf, remember what the
concept of yourself that now you hold has brought you in its wake, and
welcome the glad contrast offered you. Hold out your hand, that you may have
the gift of kind forgiveness which you offer one whose need for it is just
the same as yours. And let the cruel concept of yourself be changed to one
that brings the peace of God." (T-31.VII.5)

IN THE NEW NOW

i release all labels given

to put a "perception"

on energy...

labels such as

father, daughter, husband

christmas, good, bad

any and all perceptions

other than

I AM IS ALL THAT IS HERE...

in releasing these

i weep

for they have served my

unconscious mind for oh

so long...

i weep as my small self

dissolves into the

wholeness of my Self...

now

I AM is who i know myself to be...

is whom i know all that i see

to be....

there is simply the energy

of love's dance

playing before my earth eyes...

my singular eye

see's only that

which I AM...

it is dancing behind

and within all things...

inclusive of all of creation...

words label truth...

remove the words

the labels

the conditions we put on

all aspects of ourselves

to live up to that which we "believe"

to be right or wrong...

in the new now

there is only NOW

there is no more need for time

to play out my beliefs...

i simply abide in the eternal now

of knowing, loving

releasing and embracing

all of ME>>>>>>>>>

that which I AM...

for there is "nothing"

outside of me...

all of creation

ALL OF CREATION

is within me....

i expand myself eternally

as i choose for love

and embrace the calls

for love's presence

simply by bringing love

to the places of the heart

where it is absent...

thus

expanding love itself

is my purpose...

as i do this

i literally move creation

out of duality into the

eternal now...

the heaven that is already here

peaks thru and welcomes

my new sight

as i simply

be

allow

love

expand

letting go of all the "labels"

that have kept me yearning

for more and more

of the dream

my false creations

fall away from me as if

the leaves would fall

from autumns trees...

gently descending

letting go of their "grip" of the

supportive branch

that has allowed all illusion to be birthed

now

i fall home to my Self

and create from the "void"

of constriction...

what is the constriction???

you only create with your

loving thoughts from this

eternal heart of love

~together with the beloved~

as it was "before time" was needed

to process the illusions of false guilt...

the constriction

in the void

is that nothing but love

can be birthed here...

then

I AM home

denisa

Beautiful! Beautiful! Beautiful!
These words are but symbols
but they sing to my heart
uplifting me to the heaven
from whence they came.

I sooo love you,

michael

This Is the Final Lesson

This Is the Final Lesson

the world of diversity is unreal
no choice but one
to bless and release
all that i thought
was real and desirable
for the one desire
to be what I Am
and will always be
--the extension of divinity--
and thru my expression
of the divine Love that is me
more and more expressions
of Love form
into an unending cascade
of shimmering bundles
of light energy forever and ever

michael

"There is no choice where every end is sure. Perhaps you would prefer to try
them all, before you really learn they are but one. The roads this world can
offer seem to be quite large in number, but the time must come when everyone
begins to see how like they are to one another. Men have died on seeing
this, because they saw no way except the pathways offered by the world. And
learning they led nowhere, lost their hope. And yet this was the time they
could have learned their greatest lesson. All must reach this point, and go
beyond it. It is true indeed there is no choice at all within the world. But
this is not the lesson in itself. The lesson has a purpose, and in this you
come to understand what it is for." (T-31.IV.3)

Light of Awakening Flickering

Light of Awakening Flickering

yet promising a brighter day
than the passing dark
clouds of this day allow

glimpses of permanent lightness
behind the temporary darkness
and uncertainty of the moment
a new moment arrives
as the old i allow to dissipate

the orange round moon
of the night promising
a blazing sun of a new day
and by the sight
of the moon's brilliance
and behind these passing clouds
i am assured of the permanence
of the sun and of the joy
and warmth to be felt
as i allow all to pass and
reveal the truth of my being
of my inextinguishable inner light
i send to greet
the hiding sun's rays
and there embrace
the all of myself

michael
-

Dear Michael,
Thank you once again the words came in the NOWness of Need. Deep desire to be heard, understood, and acknowledged. There it was! One deep desire, one moment of bliss, to be connected. Alrightness, Blessedness! Thankful---Gratefulness!

Wonder I can see and feel OKness
Feeling the storm of anxiety
dissipating
calmness alleviating
forgetfulness
awakening
from sleep
fleeting

THERE IS ONLY LOVE...

behind all appearances of dark

there is only I AM

simply a belief held deep in the

small mind

births these moments

of sadness, pain, fear....

yet

in that same moment

if allowed....

love will show its presence

to me

as i embrace

allow

bless

and transcend...

I AM the source

of all i perceive...

allow love's presence

to bleed in to your now moments

by the very "power"

of "your" blessing...

release....release...release...

bless...bless...bless

OWN YOUR I AM.....

denisa

Something Arises in Me

Something Arises in Me

i sense a want
at first quite vague
then some form emerges
as an image of the wanted treasure...
it possesses me entirely
i search to be fulfilled...
at times a painful sensation
overtakes me as i fear
not to achieve my want
or even if achieved its loss...
from one image to another i go
head spinning, heart pounding
always wanting, never satisfied
until at last a drop of grace
i feel enlightening my mind.
"want not but receive all
waiting there for your embrace"
satisfied, i accept the call
and rest in Love for ALLTHATIS
embraced and ever embracing

michael

Why Not "Get a Life"

Why Not "Get a Life"

the one you think you have is false

made to proclaim the truth

of suffering, pain and death

the one you seek to have

is created to last

and last and last forever

your search is ended

your journey is over

the life you seek is found

oh no, it was not found

it found you

as you let go

the false self

you proclaimed was life itself

michael

All Things Are Neutral

All Things Are Neutral

the meaning they have for me
is the meaning i place in them...

my desire is to receive salvation
therefore, i must see salvation
in what the others offer...

when it does not feel 'good' to me
it is because i have made
a judgment that
it is unwanted,
to be aborted
to be hidden
to be pushed away
to be disguised
certainly not to be owned...

but only in the owning
does my salvation lie...

so fire away
bring me all i have hidden
bring me all i disguise,
bring me all i have refused
to acknowledge as Myself
i am ready
knowing the grace of God
is my strength

michael

"How happy would your dreams become if you were not the one who gave the
"proper" role to every figure which the dream contains. No one can fail but
your idea of him, and there is no betrayal but of this. The core of dreams
the Holy Spirit gives is never one of fear. The coverings may not appear to
change, but what they mean has changed because they cover something else.
Perceptions are determined by their purpose, in that they seem to be what
they are for. A shadow figure who attacks becomes a brother giving you a
chance to help, if this becomes the function of the dream. And dreams of
sadness thus are turned to joy." (T-29.IV.5)

Truth of Love's Wholeness

Truth of Love's Wholeness

i know i cannot keep any dream
and find the atonement for myself
dreams are apart from truth
dreams are filled with the guilt
of imagined separation
dreams are bits and pieces
arranged to frighten a 'guilty' self
into submission to themselves
only in the blessing of all dreams-
allowing of the truth behind
to scurry forth-
will dreams dissolve
and truth of Love's wholeness
shine through
allowing me to be the One I AM

michael

"Such is the core of fear in every dream that has been kept apart from use
by Him Who sees a different function for a dream. When dreams are shared
they lose the function of attack and separation, even though it was for this
that every dream was made. Yet nothing in the world of dreams remains
without the hope of change and betterment, for here is not where
changelessness is found. Let us be glad indeed that this is so, and seek not
the eternal in this world. Forgiving dreams are means to step aside from
dreaming of a world outside yourself. And leading finally beyond all dreams,
unto the peace of everlasting life." (T-29.V.8)

You are The Power

You are The Power

Within you is The Voice
That has the answer to every
Question you could ever have

You are The Power
Within you is The Love that
Literally Heals The World
You See

You are The Power
Within You is The Peace that
Literally stops all wars

You are The Power
You are The Love
You are The Peace

Be all you are My Brother...My Sister...

We can Change the world
Alone
Together

We are The Power

Love is My Constant~
Ananda of Love
6/07/2009

http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=OHyAXS8kp4U

My Love & My BlesSings!
Love Deeply!
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Lesson One --- lesson Two

Lesson One

THE KINGDOM…

allowance

the journey to the kingdom takes you to an awakening…
it slowly undoes your holy mind from the dream of separation…
through that stage of allowance you are brought to a place that signifies symbol…
you begin to witness that by allowing, (trusting) you have come to see that in truth
there is nothing here but energy…
yes, energy in form…

the energy of God in form…….

and you are the creator of the forms that now enter into your unique energy field…
now, the journey within the kingdom begins…
you take complete responsibility for all energies that come to you from YOU...
now, allowance has taken you to knowingness…
now knowingness is birthed and allowed…
yes, you are ONE WITH ME…
and I bring all that you believe to be true into form…

I AM the eternal glue that holds the forms in place….
I AM the space between all things and
I AM the things themselves…

I continually and eternally bring you to YOU….
the goal is to bring YOU to YOU until the little you exists no more for it never did….

you spring out of the box of limitation into the world of true choice…
Choice to honor only this union we share…

love itself is your being…
and you are asked to create with your loving thoughts…
to be an extension of that which I AM, THAT WHICH YOU ARE in form…

now allowance takes on a new view…
now, your love of Self is the driver and you are the witness
of the forms that I bring forward to mirror your thoughts…

allow thoughts of love to be your only choice…..
love of ME love of you as ME yes, this is the journey within YOUR kingdom…

love is the generator
self love is the driver
value of our eternal union now creates your reality…
so, you have moved from allowing so that you could witness the dance behind creation…
now, you form creation with love itself….

so, for thirty days I ask of you to continually choose to love ME by honoring you…
thus, you bring more and more of ME into your temporal dream…
yes, we are creating a new dream, my beloved one, where only love exists…
yet, you are the creator
allow your creations…
do not judge yourself
simply witness them…
witness them with the innocence of a baby child…
then, ponder how did I bring this energy into view….
if it feels unlike love there is a past thought that birthed it…
usually, it is a seed of unworthiness…

allow yourself to be responsible for your personal universe…
love all creations
for is it not a mystery that anything is manifested???
now I AM giving you the seed to create anew….
with thoughts that extend our holy union, our shared love, yes, they are your thoughts of loving YOU/ME as One….
there is only one mind appearing as the many…
when you love YOU you love all….
and it is felt within the mind immediately…
it raises the whole of creation…
I AM
(and all i desire IS created for me)

Lesson Two

DESIRE ME

desire to know only ME

more and more…

come to witness the mystery

of my eternal presence

that abides within you

come to me…

sit with me…

listen to me…

walk with me…

talk with me…

thus

you be ME

I am continually and eternally

filling you with more and more

of the love that I AM

it is your “choice”

to witness the mystery

of Your Self

that ignites the dance of creation

within your own personal universe…

each of you abide in your own

created reality…

your choice to be love

powers the fuel of creation

itself….

oh, yes you can have many

earthly desires….

yet, the only real desire

is to expand your soul

so that it contains within itself

wholeness…

more and more

of that which I AM

as you desire only this

I show Myself/yourself

to you…

mystery of mysteries…

yet, I cannot show myself to you

unless YOU desire it to be so…

spend much quiet time

in my presence within…

fall into me…

let go of the world

and fall into my love…

for where I AM

is the real world

and as you bring yourself

into this one true heart

you bring more of ME

into the world….

until one day

in the twinkling of an eye

as enough of you have

contained me within you

the world will be transformed…

the earth will be born anew

a promise kept…

for in truth

it has already happened

within heaven….

you are simply witnessing

the “process” of it…

for that is what time is……

“process”